Lovesick =>.<=

I am so utterly pathetic when it comes to love.Its embarrassing.I always somehow manage to fall for the wrong people.Always,the wrong people.
I mean why can't I just have one issue-free relationship,right?Where the boy loves me and I love the boy back.But no,complications just have to crop up.
So,my teenage life till now has been a rollercoaster ride of crushes.Lets see,I've fallen for the disgustingly chauvinistic rocker,the quintessential himbo,the cousin,the friend,and a whole wide range of people in between.And there really is no connecting link that joins them together.Nothing.And now,not even their sex.
So God help me.
The worst part is,once,they start noticing me I stop noticing them.Seriously,that is not even fair to me!And hence the cycle continues without any end.
The only end is an interruption,where I am distracted by other material worries enough to take my mind off obsessing over said crush.
So I am in one of my hopeless *crushing* phases.And I always have a stupid mooning smile on my face.
It is irritating.Gah.
I have an obsessive personality.
I want an invisibility cloak.

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David Foster Wallace

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Day 8 - amortentia

8. What would Amortentia make you smell?

Amortentia..
"Amortentia doesn't create actual love, of course. That's impossible. But it does cause a powerful infatuation or obsession."

I wish I could brew some right now.
Amortentia would make me smell the wet earth after a rainshower,it would make me smell a brewing storm itself.. the distinctive scent that is carried in the stormy wind.It would smell of books.And a lingering perfume of wild flowers mixed with everyday perspiration.Of coffee.And vanilla.Cooked cardamom seeds.Freshly shampooed hair.
Anya Marina - Whatever You Like (T.I. Cover)

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So much of Pottermania is getting to my head,think I'll maybe bring out those books and set to reading them again.

Ochre,

Radiohead-Lotus Flower

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I am feeling you today.They always feel your darker friends-blue and green,but I'm feeling you today.You're not yellow,happy or bright.You're not pink.And you're not unfeeling white.You're subtle and you're discontentment.Not unhappy,melancholy or any of those things.You're just impassive.You're apathy.Resignation.And yes,I'm feeling you today.

Day se7en

Which animal would you transform into as an Animagus?

sunny day real estate seven

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Day Six

What would your Patronus be?

Answered.

Yeah,I have my senti Bolly song phases- so here -
The beginning does sound like 'Fix You-Coldplay'.But then again,that song is so epic I won't even object to a second-grade rehashed version.
Jiyein Kyun_Dum Maaro Dum (2011)

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Oh.And while I am at it.The teacher who taught me for 3 years and still teaches at my school barely remembered me whereas she remembered my sister who she hasn't taught or met in over 10 years.Hmm.Really justifies my existence. =[
However,in her defence.Yes,'cheharata seriously onekta palte geche" ;D

Shattered Glass

Long Summer school days make me feel like that ^
The thought of spending hours cooped up inside a brickwalled room with a bunch of other people,not necessarily pleasant people makes me mentally scream out in frustration.Add to that,in summer,they're all just bodies that sweat and emit even more heat.And lets not even take into consideration the noise.
The only saving grace is atleast it is sans boys.Add those imbeciles to the equation and you have a furnace.
-_-
People talking in paradoxes.The same faces everyday.
I guess I've been programmed to embrace change or something.If only I could see different faces everyday.What I wouldn't give for that.